it’s been like… what, 5 months since I last updated this thing. It also means I’ve also been fully employed for about 5 months now. Not that I completely forgot about this site, but I just lack the motivation to record anything down…especially after such a long time of me abandoning the site, I felt like my post better be worthwhile. The threshold of me clicking the ‘new post’ button just got higher and higher, until I even stopped visiting my own site. And tonight, an Easter Monday night, I clicked onto E Shum’s site, which I thought she hasn’t been updating, and realized that she actually started blogging again since a few months ago. It sorta inspired me that I should start writing something down as well.
I realized since I left Hopkins, my life has pretty much changed back to ‘normal’…and what I meant by ‘normal’ is materialistic and practical everyday life. Our dinner topics used to be heated debate on religion, night long discussion over science or technology, classical music or broadway musicals, backpacking experiences or even research projects or mathematics problem sets… and right now, it has just become in theater movies or on-sale retail store… nothing inspiring in general. Is it me or my life has just turned down to a pathetic 9am-7pm salary employee who just looks forward to weekends? My dreams? my ambition? my passion?
I miss being adventurous, carefree, impulsive… I miss being inspired!
and damn it.. I think even my english is deteriorating too….
